I've been in Aries Kaizer for two years, and I'm growing tired. I'm not tired playing music. It's more like I'm tired of being accommodating. That said, it's also not like I've been fully compromising. I've made many changes to the band. From switching from J-rock to playing English songs, to changing the vocalist, who is a dear friend of theirs. I feel like quite the revolutionary.
The thing is, right now, I'm feeling pretty conflicted. As the latest and youngest member of the band, maybe I shouldn't have pushed for change, one after another. Yet, something in me is telling me to push for another change. I think I'm being too much, but if I don't suggest for change, I don't think I'll be happy with what's happening.
Ugh, I don't think I'm even making sense here.
I don't like change, but if change is necessary, then change has to take place.
Argh, forget it. I shall type no more.